Stupid BC

i was quite excited all day yesterday.
today i'm sad...
....well sad for a few minutes then happy for a few minutes.

i do not like busy season.
i do not want to take the cpa exam.

i don't know if what i'm doing, career-wise, is what i'm supposed to be doing.
i only got an accounting degree cause everyone said i'd be able to get a good job right out of college.
and i did.
i just don't know if i see myself in an accounting-related field...especially not public accounting. my poor, lesion-infested body can't take too many more busy seasons.

i don't even know where to begin finding out what i should be doing with my life...

i don't think i'm one of those people that just has opportunities fall in their laps...


on the bright side, my brother is getting married. we're just all growing up so fast...